Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Didi's LiveJournal:

Friday, November 4th, 2005
8:16 pm	So lesley told me I MUST update now, i can t say anything against this. harhar///// little joke. last night .... it was about 3:40 a few girls came home from going out. and they came home VERY VERY loud. the jumped on the ground screamed silly things and very very unpolite. I HATE THEM/ next time I go upstairs and hammer them or suqqqqqqqqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezze them like anything. holy fuck. but marcel told me that this is normal in student flats and I have to live with that. arrrrrrrrr but I AM nerved , anyway, I few minutes later the firealarm went on..... 4 o clock in the morning !!!! I was sooo tired and in the first moment I wnated to stay in the building, but .... If it goes on at this time the chance is higher that really happend something, therefore I put the light on dressed me fast up and left the building. nothing was happen like everytime .... but we all were very very angryyy. no news about this great guy/ a french girl told me..... "you can t leave a boy like this. write him. do anything. he is so great" .... I will hehehehe (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 21st, 2005
6:06 pm	ok next time I write here maybe ... I am stupid. Think about a guy I don t really know. I don t love him, but he is still nice, and it is shit that our contact broke up without any reason. anyway, from my side ... that s it. I don t run after him. pah. I hope that i will hear from hin very soon, but I feel this will never happen ... :( he doesn t give a shit on me. that s ne hard but real truth. accept this. hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa today I had applied statistics lecture/tutorial and we got our tasks for the first assignment .... hmm harder than expected. but I will meet my mates from this lecture at sunday and we try to solve the tasks together. seems to be a good thing ... ;) wether is bad. I hate this. but it s like my mood.... at the moment. tomorrow I will go on a trip ... where ?? I don t know grins ... but I will tell you this when i know it ... lol at weekend it will be a good idea if a do some homework and stuff .... gut nooooooo desire. fortunality i have done some work for operations management. at the moment I have 2600 words of 3000 .... not bad .... but a other one is to do until 25. nov. .... with a minimum of 2000 words .... and last but not least 3 stat assignments ... many work to do here.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 20th, 2005
11:33 pm	so an other short entry for to day, because the first entry was only about sven ... but i think there are many other things you want to know grins ;) .... yeah, now i am here since one month. i have a great time here, besides little problems. (with the bank, with the language ...) but all in all i like it very much. i think it s a very good experience for me and my further life and improves my english language skills and my job chances later ... anyway ... in two month i will fly to germany for 2,5 weeks .... to see parents familiy and friends... :)) the first month here .... by the way flowing by .... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:31 pm	hello everybody, this is my first entry here ... and lesley is standing next to me and i don t really know what i can write. well, at first i can tell you this was a very bad day for me, again ... and why ??? because of an (nice) guy..... a very nice nice nice guy .... aehh I told you he is very nice .... by the way HE IS. his name is sven and i know him from germany, we get know to each other a few weeks before a was moving to edinburgh .... bad point of time, you say ? maybe you are right .... but nobody can plan it to fall in love or something like that. so at the moment it is this situation, that i don t heard from him for one week. and before that I don t heard from him 3 weeks, so in whole, since i was in edinburgh, i hear only 3 times, and in a very very short way from him. and never i made the first step. every time it was me !! now my "strategy" is .... i don t write him again until he writes me or get in touch with me in a other way .... i hope i will make it .... because it is reaally hard to STOP it .... but anyway, i deleted his mobile number,all sms, all emails and pictures ... more i can t do to forget him, and maybe I will hear from him soon .... nobody knows. at a other day i will tell you more what happend in germany .... and why i fancy him so much .... that s it for to day /// by by (1 Comment |Comment on this)